I am a postdoc student in one of the leading research universities in the US and my area has no industrial application. I don’t have enough publications to get an academic job in the US. I see a dead end to my career and I am worried about marriage. I am not able to get equally good matches for me. Once in a while, if someone comes to me, he rejects me or conversation barely goes beyond a few phone talks. My parents are also worried and sometimes, I feel that my head is going to blast. If only there exist god who can save me. Many times, I feel that I have wasted my life by studying..All my hard work looks like wasted time..